BrazillianBlessing
Prayer Warrior
I am going through a storm in my life right now, I have been in non-stop search of God's words and I need people in prayer with me. I have so much going on with my daughter who is going through a semi-homeless phase. She keeps going from person to person (family or friend) and not wanting to listen to anyone or follow rules. She keeps wanting help but doesn't want to do anything to help herself (job, her own place, etc.). I have tried to do things for her, I have had her stay with me; didn't want to listen. I had her stay with her aunt in fact, multiple aunts; same thing. She chose to stay with her boyfriend and a lot of her friends and now a new guy and they all move on with their lives and get tired of the same thing. She doesn't want to better herself. And the one that is offering to help her is her own father and he has rules too and she is trying to get her own way there too so he won't let her come unless she changes. I agree with that and we have all tried to help her one way or another. Then I have a girl that is my boyfriend's daughter and she can't get her act together either. She is just like my daughter but worse and has a lot more issues to work out than my own daughter. His daughter is married, has 2 kids and they are a mess of a marriage. He has a weed problem. He likes to smoke and do God knows what. And she likes to drink just like her dad did until a few years or so ago. I was praying for him because he was destroying our relationship. But she now wants to try and come and stay with her father and I know he asked her to ask me and I don't know why because I don't have a say because everything belongs to him. She wants alone time but how when she has children and a husband. I don't want that drama around me here just like I don't want my daughter's drama either but my child needs help. She needs to fix her family and her marriage. I am in a place where I don't know what to do other than pray. Then I have her father which is my boyfriend. We have had a roller coaster of a relationship from the start. He has cheated on me in every step of this relationship since day one. Talking, flirting, messaging and texting other women. Adding new women to his phone and still messaging or texting his ex's. He had it so bad that he was even on social media like Facebook and Instagram and getting involved with them. I had to delete the accounts to get it to stop and make sure that it actually got deleted and keep it deleted even now. It's now YouTube and TikTok. And I am working on it now. He just won't stop. And doesn't care. I have been praying and continue to pray for him since day one. Things get better and then he backslides. It's an up and down thing with this man. And I am overwhelmed and need spiritual healing and restoration. And I need healing of a shattered heart and I need a lot of things like a miracle and a breakthrough to just suddenly happen and my life just transform and change. Please just help me to pray over my situation and circumstances as I continue to do the same.