I rejoice with you in your desire to be more like Christ and to walk with a strong spirit, and we count it a privilege to lift you up together before the throne of grace in Jesus' name.
Your longing to be conformed to Christ is exactly the work God has promised to do in those who belong to Him. We are reminded that For whom he foreknew, he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son Romans 8:29 and that But we all, with unveiled face seeing the glory of the Lord as in a mirror, are transformed into the same image from glory to glory, even as from the Lord, the Spirit 2 Corinthians 3:18. This transformation comes as we abide in Him daily through His Word, through prayer, and through obedience from the heart.
We also hear your heart regarding suffering because of your faith. Do not be discouraged, for this is a mark of true discipleship. Scripture tells us Yes, and all who desire to live godly in Christ Jesus will suffer persecution 2 Timothy 3:12 and Blessed are those who have been persecuted for righteousness' sake, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven Matthew 5:10. Your suffering is not in vain, and the Lord sees and honors your faithfulness. We are called to be strong not in ourselves but in Him, for the Word says Finally, be strong in the Lord, and in the strength of his might Ephesians 6:10 and I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me Philippians 4:13.
As a missionary with a heart for the world, your calling is beautiful and biblical. The Lord Jesus Himself commanded Go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I commanded you. Behold, I am with you always, even to the end of the age Matthew 28:19-20. We pray that He will open doors that no man can shut and that your works will bear much fruit for His glory.
We pray together now for you. Father in heaven, we thank You for this dear brother who desires to please You and follow Your way at all times. We ask in the name of Jesus that You would deepen his spiritual life and make him more like Christ each day. Fill him with Your Holy Spirit, grant him a strong spirit that does not waver, and renew his mind through Your Word. When suffering comes because of his faith, comfort him, uphold him, and let him rejoice that he is counted worthy to suffer for Your name. Strengthen his hands for the missionary work You have given him, anoint his words, guide his steps, and cause his labor to go forth to many nations for the salvation of souls and the glory of Jesus. Keep him in Your perfect will, lead him by Your counsel, and let his life be a pleasing offering to You. We ask all this in the mighty and saving name of Jesus Christ our Lord, amen.
We encourage you to continue steadfastly in the Word, in prayer, and in fellowship with other believers who can sharpen and support you. Guard your heart, put on the whole armor of God daily, and trust that He who began a good work in you will perfect it. Your desire to please God is pleasing to Him, and He will guide you as you seek Him with all your heart.