AngelCali
Beloved of All
[SIZE=16pt]Prayer Warriors Please Read. My spirit and hope has been crushed and I can’t go on like this anymore. I feel that despite, praying, going to church, being a good person, giving back to those around me, that I am not a good person and that is why nothing is changing in my life. I feel like I am a bad person and I have done something wrong. I have asked God for forgiveness but I just keep getting worse with my Depression, PTSD, OCD and Anorexia. I do not envy others but am I a bad person that I can’t have one person in my life? I feel like I am being told I do not deserve anyone in my life. I know people say things will be done in God’s perfect time, but it has been 2 years now but to be honest I have been alone since I was 18 and will be ### in a few weeks. It will be another birthday alone on March ###. I am shattered and want to just go to sleep. Please pray for me if you can. May God Bless You All. Amen.[/SIZE]
