Anonymous
Beloved of All
Sometimes I am not for sure if God loves me. I cannot hear his voice and I have messed up so much my prayers don't get answered at all. I don't know what to do anymore. I am ashamed and I isolate myself from people. I need to talk to someone. Lord please make a way for me to go back to church and I can talk to someone. It's really hard for me to trust people and to forgive myself for the son I have done. I have not moved on in life in 9 years and at this point suicidal thoughts come to my head to give up. I need your spirit back in me. I need to be right again and not hurt people who try to love me and help me. Soften my heart God and I really broken and hurt. There is sin in my life I cannot tell anyone that I am very ashamed of. I need to let it go and others. Please God help me. I am sorry for hurting you and others. Please forgive and get me the help I need. I need your son and angles to protect me. I feel like a bad and horrible person. In Jesus name Amen