M
mspencer
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I have been doing work for the Lord but I have also backslided. My living enviorment that should be positive is very negative and because of this I often get depressed and discouraged.The problem is that I live with my children 7yrs. and 8years old and their mother who is very wicked and promiscuous. It seems that all of my positive energy is being drained because I live in such a negative enviorment. I want to leave and can afford to leave but my soul morns at the thought of me leaving my two children in their mothers wicked presence.My daughter has often said "Daddy don"t leave " and that just cuts into me. I have thought of trying to toughen it out for at least 5 more years then my children would be teenagers. But my being around their Mom is a hinderance to my growth and developement with the Lord.I am daily telling myself to leave and if not for my children I would have been gone.Please pray that God will send me answers and I am open to your suggestions.