I feel like I've had this for a while now, like no one chooses to hang around me for some reason and it makes me have low self esteem. I'm a 14 year old teenager and my name is Leslie. I've had this lingering on me for a while and I've been praying to God about it, and I'm unsure of why people choose not to hang around me. Sometimes I might contemplate suicide because it hurts to think like this sometimes but God keeps me living for Him. Please pray for me. Bless you all.