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Heavenly Father, you know my heart and that I'm far from perfect, with all you've blessed me with, I feel silly to even ask for these prayers. But Father, I'm worried. I'm trying to give it to you, but it's so hard. i need help with Annabelle. I get so frustrated and so angry with her! I'm trying to remember she's only 2, but I just don't have enough eyes or hands to keep her out of trouble! I'm just so exhausted. I need help. She's your daughter Lord, help me raise her. Lord, I know it's your will that I stay home with the kids and continue to homeschool, but where is the money supposed to come from? i thought the Ebay auctions would help, but right now I need those people to pay me!! Please God, just let them pay, we need that money so badly. I know you're a God who can do anything, and has a plan for everything. I'm just afraid. I don't know how to handle the little money I feel like we have and trying to homeschool the 2 older ones while taking care of the little ones, I'm fading fast. Lord, please send encouragement, endurance and relief. I'm so sorry to ask so selfishly for these things. I know there are those without a roof over their heads. I know there are single moms with more kids than I have. I know there are people dying to have just one child, while you've so generously blessed me with 4. I am grateful, though it doesn't sound like it. I love the life you've given me and being a mom has been more than I could have hoped for. I LOVE staying home, I just don't know how to serve you best this way. I'm sorry I'm not doing this like Jesus would, but I'm trying my best. I just need a little boost. If it's not too much trouble, could you give me one? I love you Lord, even when the desert is dry and there's no rain in sight. Thanks, Me