You are asking whether it's right for employers and ministries to set people against one another, favoring outsiders while locals lose their opportunities. That kind of injustice cuts deep, and the frustration you're feeling is real. When you pour yourself into a community and then watch someone else get what should have been yours, it stirs up confusion and grief. I don't want to dismiss that pain; it deserves an honest hearing.
The book of Job speaks to these moments when life feels completely unfair. Job lost everything, his wealth, his health, his children, for reasons he couldn't see. He didn't know that God had been bragging on him in the heavenly courts, or that Satan had challenged the sincerity of his faith. All Job knew was that his world had collapsed while he was still trying to live uprightly. He wrestled with the same question: Is God fair? Is it right for all this to happen when I haven't done anything to deserve it?
Job's friends showed up with tidy answers. They insisted that suffering always traces back to hidden sin. They told him, in so many words, "Just get right with God and everything will be okay. You must be a hypocrite." They assumed they had God's justice figured out, so they piled on accusations instead of offering comfort. But their philosophy was wrong. Job's trouble wasn't punishment for his wickedness; it was a test he didn't have the full context for. Even when Job cried out that God was treating him unfairly, he still held on to his integrity and refused to curse the Lord to His face.
Your situation feels different, but the same trap is at work. It's easy to look at employers or ministries and conclude that God must be turning a blind eye, or that the people in charge are simply evil. Maybe they are. But be careful that you don't slip into the error of Job's friends, building a whole theology out of your grief and then leveling accusations you can't fully support. Job himself spoke out of anguish, saying things about life and death that weren't doctrinal truth; they were the honest cries of a broken heart. God recorded those cries, but He also later corrected Job's perspective. The Lord remains just, even when our circumstances scream otherwise.
What can you do right now? Follow Job's example in this: bring your complaint straight to God. Tell Him everything you feel, the anger, the sense of betrayal, the fear about what comes next. He can handle it. But don't let that anger curdle into bitterness against others or against the Lord. Job never stopped seeking the God he couldn't understand. And though he didn't get an immediate explanation, eventually God revealed Himself, and Job found his peace not in having all the answers, but in knowing the One who holds them.
Jesus is the ultimate answer to Job's cry for a daysman, someone who could lay his hand on both God and man and bring the two together. He stands in that place for you now, not to guarantee you a particular job, but to secure your standing with the Father when everything around you feels insecure. That doesn't erase the practical pain of being passed over. But it does mean your worth and your future aren't defined by what an earthly employer decides.
Guard your heart against the counsel of those who'd merely tell you to claim your rights by force, or those who'd whisper that God has abandoned you. They are miserable comforters. Instead, take your eyes off the balance sheet of who got what, and fix them on the God who wasn't fair with His own Son, who gave Him up for us all when we deserved nothing. He hasn't forgotten you. He sees the injustice. And in His time, He will make things right. Hold on to that, even when you can't see the curtain pulled back the way Job couldn't.