Dreodarion
Prayer Partner
Lately I've been feeling so down with no explanation. My skin is itchy and I fear I may have an allergy or contact dermatitis from doing what I love which is nails. These past few days I've been so doubtful of myself, weak, insecure, sad, burnt out, and I just pray every night for all of my feelings to go away. I pray for anyone else feeling the same way as me to keep having faith and keep being strong. I know better days are coming but I keep stressing myself out and I think about all my blessings I take for granted but i just feel something so inexplicable deep inside of me I feel so many things at once and I just know Jesus is hearing me and he loves me but I feel I need that extra push I need to get myself out of these negative thoughts I need to pull myself out of here and just have faith but I don't know exactly how to I am so young I feel so many emotions I've never felt before I'm so tired I just need my motivation to keep going. I know Jesus Christ is powerful and I will get through my darkest days he is always besides me and always here for me I just don't know how exactly to seek him how to love him even more than I do now I read my Bible and annotate but I don't know why I just feel like I go back to my old habits I used to be so much better at managing my emotions and talking to God but I feel like every emotion I've avoided is just coming back to me and I need help I feel so many things I wont stop praying or loose my faith through Jesus Christ I do my best to remain strong amen.