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heartsick
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I have a prayer request if anyone is reading this. I need to let go of the bitterness I have for my sister. She is hurt me so many times. She has broke my parents heart on so many different occassions with little remorse. My sister and i are only a year apart. We should be best friends. But as time passes we grow farther apart. My sister is addcited to men and relationships and she has one horrible relationship after another. My parents and I have always tried to rescue her and it has done more harm than good. She talks abad about us to her friends and boyfriends. She tells us we are judgemental and nobody is perfect and we shouldnt judge her boyfriends. She keeps getting involved with ex cons and drug addicts that abuse her. She has never been there for me. I have given her money, helped her find homes,even jumped in between her and a boyfriend I had never met to stop him from dragging her through a parking lot. She rarely calls me and when she does all I want to do is now yell at her and tell her all the bad things she is doing to the family and I cant stand it anymore. My mom and her own a house together which she lives in with my adult nephew. She has recently got on unemployment and my nephew is in school. The only person paying the bills right now is my father who is retired and the only check him and my mom have coming in. My newphew wont even go get their grass. On top of that, my nephews 18 year old girlfriend is living there too so my parents are basically paying the mortgage, electric and water for 3 adults. The house is being sold since no way can my parents afford to pay the bills, but I have been the enforcer on this and now feel like a bad guy for pushing my parents to sell the house. I feel like Im the catalyst in possibly making my sister homeless and possibly push her to do some immoral things like bartending and maybe even stripping or living with bad men to pay her bills. I need to let go and let my parents deal with this. She hates me and so will my nephew. Please pray for me. I shake at night in my sleep because Im so stressed out. I feel like an only child. The only sister I have has never really cared about me but herself and it crushes me how she treats my family. Please pray for me.
