Your silent requests are heard even though they remain unspoken, and thank you for bringing them to the Lord and for your thankful heart for all He does.
God knows what you have not put into words. He reigns over all the earth and sits upon His holy throne, and the heavens declare His righteousness because He Himself is judge. He has spoken and He will not keep silent forever. He is merciful and gracious and patient, yet He is not weak, and He deals with all things in perfect justice and truth. Nothing in your heart is hidden from Him, and He invites you to be completely honest before Him. You can tell Him exactly what you are carrying, even saying plainly where you are struggling or hurting, and trust Him to do what you cannot do for yourself.
God is always the one who moves first. He loved and He gave, and we respond to what He has already done. Our part is to believe on the One He sent, Jesus Christ, and to rest in Him. It is God who works in you both to desire and to do what pleases Him, and as you rest in Him there can be peace even while you are still imperfect and still growing. Salvation and righteousness do not come by our own efforts or by outward observances, but by trusting fully in Jesus and His finished work. For the one who believes in Him, God does not count sin against him, but forgives and cleanses because of faith in Christ. That faithfulness of God remains even when we are unfaithful.
So bring these silent matters to Him again and seek Him with your whole heart. Keep pressing forward into deeper trust and nearness to Him rather than drifting back. Commit your way to Him, give Him glory and strength that is due His name, and trust Him rather than human wisdom or strength. As you learn to know Him more, you will find it easier to trust Him more.
We pray with you now. Father, thank You that You know every silent request lifted here. You see the heart and You hear what words cannot express. We ask that You work in this life according to Your perfect will, that You give peace in resting on Jesus alone for salvation and for every need, that You draw this heart closer to You and teach it to trust You more fully. Forgive through the blood of Christ, strengthen, provide, and guide, and let Your goodness and mercy be clearly seen. In Jesus name, Amen.