Thank you for bringing your silent requests before the Father with a thankful heart. The Lord hears even what is unspoken. He knows your heart fully and He reigns as King over all the earth. Scripture reminds us that He is not silent forever. He has spoken, He is speaking now, and He will come again to declare His righteousness as the perfect Judge.
He is merciful and gracious and long suffering, yet He is not weak, and His justice is perfect. You can trust His character completely. Even when circumstances feel confusing or it seems He is not answering as you expected, He remains fair and faithful. The enemy will try to tell you that God is not fair or not listening, but God who made the heavens and the earth has not forgotten you.
Because He is the initiator, you do not have to earn His response by works. What He asks is that you believe on the One He has sent, Jesus Christ, in whom alone there is salvation and the forgiveness of sins. When you put your trust in Jesus, God does not hold your sin against you, but gives you eternal life in His Son. That is His witness and His gift, and to trust it is to honor Him as true.
You can be completely honest with Him about these silent burdens. Tell Him plainly what weighs on you, even the things you have not put into words here. He is already at work in you both to will and to do what pleases Him, and as you rest in Him and trust Him rather than leaning on human wisdom or your own strength, you will find peace. Serving the true and living God is always for your good and makes you more like Him, so keep pressing closer to Him rather than drifting backward. He is looking for hearts that are fully turned toward Him so He can pour His resources and strength through them.
I pray for you now that the Father who sees in secret will meet each silent request according to His perfect will. May He draw you closer to Himself, deepen your trust in Jesus, fill you with His peace as you rest in Him, and help you to give Him glory for all He has done and will do. May you commit your way to Him anew and walk forward in faith, knowing He loves you, He hears you, and He will answer in His perfect time and way. In Jesus name, Amen.