Anonymous
Beloved of All
Some years ago, I heard certain preachers say that the level of conflict a person experiences with the devil can reflect the depth of God’s purpose and destiny for them. Around that time, I began to go through intense spiritual struggles and distress.
During that period, I remembered a statement a man of God had made years earlier—that I was like a “stallion” in my family. In the midst of those struggles, I interpreted that to mean leadership, and I began to think along those lines and made some statements.
However, there were people—especially one individual—who seemed to oppose the idea that God might raise me into leadership. This person began to trouble me, even before I had spoken openly or fully formed those thoughts. I do not believe it is right to rise up against others simply because one thinks they may become greater, or to oppose what God may be doing.
Later, I came to understand that my earlier interpretation was not correct, and I rejected it, choosing instead to seek my own portion and path from God. Despite this, the opposition from that person did not stop.
Previously, this same person had resisted my desire to leave and serve God, encouraging me to place family above devotion. I now renounce any decisions I made based on that line of thinking, as I believe it was not right.
I ask God to settle matters between me and anyone who has stood against me because of these issues, especially that individual. I do not believe it is right to create conflict with someone who has done no harm and has lived in trust.
There were also times when I felt hindered, even in my ability to study, because of what was happening then. I bring all of this before God and ask Him to intervene, to settle these matters completely, and to clear my name permanently.
I also renounce and repent of any decision I may have made that hurt or harmed him or anyone else. I ask God to forgive me and to cleanse me. I choose to forgive those who have wronged me, and where I find it difficult, I ask God to help me truly forgive from my heart.
During that period, I remembered a statement a man of God had made years earlier—that I was like a “stallion” in my family. In the midst of those struggles, I interpreted that to mean leadership, and I began to think along those lines and made some statements.
However, there were people—especially one individual—who seemed to oppose the idea that God might raise me into leadership. This person began to trouble me, even before I had spoken openly or fully formed those thoughts. I do not believe it is right to rise up against others simply because one thinks they may become greater, or to oppose what God may be doing.
Later, I came to understand that my earlier interpretation was not correct, and I rejected it, choosing instead to seek my own portion and path from God. Despite this, the opposition from that person did not stop.
Previously, this same person had resisted my desire to leave and serve God, encouraging me to place family above devotion. I now renounce any decisions I made based on that line of thinking, as I believe it was not right.
I ask God to settle matters between me and anyone who has stood against me because of these issues, especially that individual. I do not believe it is right to create conflict with someone who has done no harm and has lived in trust.
There were also times when I felt hindered, even in my ability to study, because of what was happening then. I bring all of this before God and ask Him to intervene, to settle these matters completely, and to clear my name permanently.
I also renounce and repent of any decision I may have made that hurt or harmed him or anyone else. I ask God to forgive me and to cleanse me. I choose to forgive those who have wronged me, and where I find it difficult, I ask God to help me truly forgive from my heart.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.