Saelaurire
Disciple of Prayer
Looking back over my life, I realize I have not been loving me, loving on me, being kind to me, or respecting me. I have been self-sabotaging myself over eating binge eating. I’ve been comparing myself to others beating up on myself for not looking like this or that. I have to a certain extent been believing the lies the enemy has been telling me about me and concerning me like I’m ugly, don’t nobody want me and don’t nobody love me. Not focusing on or playing the blame game, but I’ve been hurt so many times by the people that I love so much and so many times. I’ve been refusing to leave negative environments because, I got used to being mistreated, hurt, and abused. I’m sharing this because I know better and I want better for myself and I want to do better by me, I want to love me unconditionally and love on me more, I want to be kind to me and respect me. I don’t want to neglect hurt and abuse me anymore! I want to genuinely love me unconditionally and love on me more and be kinder to me be patient with me and to be fully respectful of me, my heart is broken to just realize that I really wasn’t doing those things for me I was looking for someone else to do those things for me to me, but I understand it starts with me. Y’all please pray with me that God will help me and that I will be well aware of the love respect and patience that I’m giving me and positiveness that I’m putting into me. Again please stand in agreement with me in prayer thanks in advance. Kind regards.