Seeking For A Good Husband.

[Nancy]

I am seeking for a husband. God, You know my need of a life partner, someone, just one man, to be my husband...

I need someone with whom I will build a family that will serve You everyday.

I need someone that when we are both together, we will be more effective to serve You.

Since the beginnings You've said that it is not good for man to be alone

And You know inside out the every reason why it is not good for me to be alone...

The passion to relate with the opposite gender that You have installed in me is so strong...

I don't want to burn in passion like what Your apostle Paul advised us.

Because love is as strong as death.

But God...

I come with my own family background, my character, my vision, my self...

I want to be a Nurse Practitioner or higher in the future... will he be able to accept that?

I have many very bad characters... will he be able to accept that?

Can he accept me as what I am...?

God, I still have many other reasons to worry...

And I'm really worried...

(My worries, about him)

God...

I hope that I can find a husband of noble character, but who can find him...?

He will also carry his family background, his character, his vision, his self...

Will his vision be compatible with mine...?

I think I'm tolerable enough, but can I fully accept his character as he is...?

Am I strong enough to accept him as what he is...?

God, I still have many other reasons to worry...

And I'm really worried...