Eryeth
Disciple of Prayer
I am asking for help, help to move on and to focus on myself and being a better mother, daughter, friend. I spend all my time and energy on my boyfriend, the father of my kids, we both have emotionally hurt each other in the past but he's still continuing to hurt me daily by choosing this female from his work! He spends all his time and wishes he was with her but yet he won't leave my house! How can I move on and focus on myself when he's still here giving me false hope in our relationship. We have been together for over 12 years but for the last 2 years it's been very awful and distant between us, I try and try to be someone he wants but it's clear that it's not me anymore and it kills me I can't take this pain anymore, please help me move on and not care about him anymore.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.