Cynthia0939
Humble Servant of All
Lord, I don't know what's wrong with me today. I've been low all day and now I'm crying- after nearly 3 weeks. I want to feel useful, I want to feel like I'm doing something meaningful with my life. I haven't brought home any earnings this month, and though I won't starve to death, I somehow feel useless. I keep applying for jobs everyday but nothing happens. How much more am I going to go through? Is there no light at the end of the tunnel? And in addition, I miss ### so terribly today. He's coping with the demise of his mom-in-law and I want to give him his space but I miss him and haven't talked to him for a month now. He's the only one who can make me smile right now. I don't know what to do. Just today I said that I try to overcome my sadness, but right now it seems too difficult. God are you listening?
