treeoflife
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Lord, I have been praying to You in multiple congregations with the same petition, Eternal Son of God Jesus Christ, and that is simply for me to find a shred of value and meaning in a very dark, poor, and isolated place. It turns out I may have to leave the place I live in, and I need somewhere to go where I can actually grow and be at peace. I have no money, and no real posessions. I don't know if You are actually listening to me anymore God, because the light is so far gone from my life. I know that You are perfect Lord, but I have been knocking on the door, meanwhile outside its growing darker and colder. There is absolutely no joy in my life, my God. So live up to Your promise, Jesus Christ, or at least don't leave me knocking at the door. I love You God, but it's like every light is out in the house, and it's midnight, and it's been dark for months. Amen.
