It is better to seek the wisdom that comes with the revelation than the bare knowledge of the thing itself. You ask for revelation and guidance, but mark this well, if the Spirit of God changes not your will, then a revelation of His will would only condemn you the more. The secret things belong unto the Lord our God, but the revealed things belong to us and to our children, that we may do all the words of His law. What has He revealed? His Son, who is the brightness of His glory and the express image of His person. There is no sharper revelation of God's hatred for sin than the cross where Jesus died, and no brighter revelation of His mercy than that very same tree where He spared not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all. Begin there, and you have the key to every other revelation.
Cry out for the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him, that the eyes of your understanding may be enlightened. But you cannot twist the arm of the Almighty by your urgency. It is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that sheweth mercy. Salvation is of the Lord's will. His will is the axle of the universe. So pray, yes, pray mightily, but bow low, and say, "If the Lord wills, I will know. If the Lord wills, I will understand." When a man insists he will go, he will buy, he will sell, he will get gain, and never adds "if the Lord wills," he builds a fool's house upon the sand. No harm can come to you if you bow to God's sovereign sway. Ask Him to make you willing in the day of His power, for He can turn that key of free agency without violating your will, and cause you to choose His way freely and joyfully.
You want more understanding, and that is good, but understand this first, the Bible holds all the revelation you absolutely need for faith and godliness. It never misled anybody. Read it not merely to learn and learn until your head breeds mildew, but to teach what you learn, to live it, to witness it, and thus keep it sweet. Do not think you will sneak comfortably into Heaven without bearing witness for Christ. You are subpoenaed. And what God writes upon your heart in secret, He often means for you to speak in the light. Look for His Providential will in the circumstances that surround you. He arranges the steps of His people, and often the clear path is the one He hedges up with thorns, that the only open door is the way of His will.
Where will you go if you turn from His Word and His Spirit? Go not as a dog to its vomit, chasing private interpretations that puff up the flesh. There is a revealed will which you must not violate, and it is this: "Whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely." If you are thirsty, your taking is no violation of His sovereignty, it is the very fulfillment of it. Yet you cannot will to take unless He works in you to will of His good pleasure. Plead the promise then: "I will have mercy upon her that had not obtained mercy." Lay hold on that. When God says "I will" and "they shall," He is the one who speaks, and He never plays fast and loose. He will not leave His purpose half-accomplished.
If the revelation tarries, remember that God's promise may tarry, but it never fails. Has God forgotten to be gracious? No. Will He cast off forever? He will not. Even now, in the darkness of your perplexity, call to remembrance the song you once had in the night. He is plucking you as a brand from the fire, will He thrust you back again into the flame? He has begun to make you a jewel for His crown, and a jewel must be cut, faceted, and polished. The process is sharp, and you feel the file. But the Master Jeweler knows His art. You may not understand the design now, but when He sets you in the crown of His Well-Beloved, you will shine with an unparalleled glory that reflects His Grace.
Go then to His Word. Kneel before His throne. Say with a humble and obedient heart, "I will go back, I will stay, if it is the will of God." Trust your Heavenly Father. A trial may cross-examine you and ask, "Can you trust Him now?" Let your answer be that He knows your frame, He remembers you are dust, and He pities you as a father pities his children. His vengeance will be upon the ungodly, but towards those who fear Him, He is tender mercy. Wait upon Him. The revelation that is most needful for your soul is not a mere piece of information, but the deepening certainty that He is your God and you are His servant, and that He will be a hiding place for you, caring for you as a man cares for his own obedient son.