Hello sister in Christ!
I applaud your desire for restoration! I'm here to tell you that it is NOT impossible! Jesus mentions in Matthew 17-20: "If your faith is the size of a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." That tells me if your mountain is restoration it can and will be moved in the right direction with enough faith in our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I especially like the "Nothing will be impossible for you" at the end! =]
The following are marriage restoration ministries with tons of testimonies of people with restored marriages: http://rejoiceminist...rg/restored.php and http://www.encouragi...=228&Itemid=124 Might I add both sites, especially the one at the end have great resources for your stand. Don't let the last sentence concerning the resources on the sites make you think I am some saleswoman. I'm just a little lady that believes in her heart that Jesus can make miracles on a grand scale for ANYBODY!
Keep praying to Jehovah. Keep fasting. May the Lord keep on directing all your steps!
Almighty Lord, lead Trudy on her journey. Take her wherever You want her to go. Lead her to victory in Your arms. Give her encouragement and hope no matter how the trials may appear. Let Your Will Be Done. In Jesus' name... Amen!