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I have been struggling a little over three years financially and without employment. I am a single parent that recently in the last few months been hospitalized twice for major depression and also a suicide attempt that failed. I am trying so hard to hold on but my faith is so shaky and I cry way too much. My children don't deserve my failures, yet they endure. I also have written books that have made zero sales, yet I tried to believe the sales would rocket to receive favor financially to pay my debts and buy the things I desire and need. I actually thought God was inspiring me to write the books but after no sales I'm lost. I just want God to forgive me for whatever I did to make Him so angry with me. I still try and pray but it's like He has turned a deaf ear to me and I don't know how much my heart or mind can take. Please pray a sincere prayer for me and maybe God will listen and restore me higher than ever before.
