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Abba,
Thank U for forgiving. When my sick mom started a fight w/me+then hit me, I was so calm. I know why—that was my last test. I didn't sin against your name until last Sunday bc I didn't do anything but let her win, every way. Afterwards, I imploded but I kept it together bc whenever evil came my way, I gave them the contrary. If I hadn't been weary from spirit warfare, I would've gotten angry. I have never been put thru what I have+now, I'm numb. I'm too exhausted to fight. Is the war over? Let me know. I'm too scared to hope again, love again? I will stop fighting in pryr for what's dead in my life, but let me meet my fut Husband by Easter? If not, I know I should move, leave this place, ### bc I don't want crumbs of life anymore. U removed ### from me for good reason—Make up for the Loss, I truly thought he was the One until truth came up. Turnaround All the Mistakes+Make up/ Restore Double? bc I've Suffered Long, Prayed the Cancer out of ###'s body, prayed ###'s husband back to her, forgave ### for betraying me.+then some.. In Jesus'nme, Amen
Thank U for forgiving. When my sick mom started a fight w/me+then hit me, I was so calm. I know why—that was my last test. I didn't sin against your name until last Sunday bc I didn't do anything but let her win, every way. Afterwards, I imploded but I kept it together bc whenever evil came my way, I gave them the contrary. If I hadn't been weary from spirit warfare, I would've gotten angry. I have never been put thru what I have+now, I'm numb. I'm too exhausted to fight. Is the war over? Let me know. I'm too scared to hope again, love again? I will stop fighting in pryr for what's dead in my life, but let me meet my fut Husband by Easter? If not, I know I should move, leave this place, ### bc I don't want crumbs of life anymore. U removed ### from me for good reason—Make up for the Loss, I truly thought he was the One until truth came up. Turnaround All the Mistakes+Make up/ Restore Double? bc I've Suffered Long, Prayed the Cancer out of ###'s body, prayed ###'s husband back to her, forgave ### for betraying me.+then some.. In Jesus'nme, Amen
