Dyrwach
Prayer Warrior
Dear God, I feel like you're not helping or hearing me anymore. I'm sorry I failed you in another lifetime, but I'm starting to feel like I am trapped in hell. As I'm trying so hard to be nice, and from every turn I take, I seem to be doing something wrong, and I just feel like I cannot win. I have no relationship with my mom, I am struggling to get by, and my partner is constantly angry and disappointed in me. Everything I do for him seems to be wrong, and I just really wish he could be happy and look at me like I’m the only girl in the world rather than someone ugly or not good enough. No matter what I do or who I’m with, I’m never good enough.
Heavenly Father, I have lost myself and I’m petrified because I feel like I’m never going to be good enough again. I’m never going to get back to the place where I made so many people proud. I’m never going to be a good enough girlfriend deserving of love and attention. I’m just going to be the girl that constantly gets screamed at and told how much of a shit person I am or that everything is my fault. I’m trying hard, and it just feels like it’s not enough.
Heavenly Father, I really need your help. Are you up there and listening to my prayer? I pray you would protect me, help me find my spark, help me show ### how amazing I am, help me show him that I am good enough, and help him see why he should be with me. Heavenly Father, I pray every time that things get too much, he stops getting to the point of waking out in Jesus' name. I pray, amen.
Heavenly Father, I have lost myself and I’m petrified because I feel like I’m never going to be good enough again. I’m never going to get back to the place where I made so many people proud. I’m never going to be a good enough girlfriend deserving of love and attention. I’m just going to be the girl that constantly gets screamed at and told how much of a shit person I am or that everything is my fault. I’m trying hard, and it just feels like it’s not enough.
Heavenly Father, I really need your help. Are you up there and listening to my prayer? I pray you would protect me, help me find my spark, help me show ### how amazing I am, help me show him that I am good enough, and help him see why he should be with me. Heavenly Father, I pray every time that things get too much, he stops getting to the point of waking out in Jesus' name. I pray, amen.