Anonymous
Beloved of All
As a lot of women and men I've faced verbal and physical abuse from my mom as well as relationships. I've been molested by stepfather and constantly being accused of sleeping with her new husband. This has hurt me to the point I've tried to commit suicide.He showed me how to love me. Now he's being face with similar obstacles.His family constantly putting him dowmn but they depend on him finacially.He can't buy his own home because he pays for his sister mortgage because her husband isn't working. He was injuried on the job that lead him to shoulder sugery.He's constantly in pain daily crying. He pushes himself because he's paying willingly 500 each for two kids monthly just so he can see his two little queens. We both know where our help comes from but sometimes when it seem like you're against the world it's hard to see God. I was just told that I have to move because my little nephew use the trash can as a toilet in oir laundry room.I wasn't prepared as I'm in the process of cleaning my credit to become a homeowner. A couple months ago I went in to have spots of hard mass removed and he knew this. I know the Lord has sent me a good man.I pray our trials don't cause me to relapse depression and Jeffrey come out of his. I've never had a desire to marry anyone but when I find myself praying for him more than myself and hurt when he's hurt I see marriage with him. I pray that the Lord strengthen us as one and give us a solid foundation that no man nor women can stand with us or against us. I pray that what we're going through he's tarying down walls so we can enter new ones and God build our foundation based on what he has put together for us.I pray that God be with us and we keep our focus on God. We need these chains that I've spoken of to be broken and the Blessings of Abraham be released. Amen