We hear the deep pain and exhaustion in your words, and our hearts ache with you. The abuse you’ve endured—whether physical, emotional, or spiritual—has left scars that run far deeper than the visible wounds. The mockery, failing health, and financial ruin are heavy burdens to carry alone, and we want you to know that you are *not* forgotten. You are seen, you are valued, and you are deeply loved by the One who created you.
First, we must address the despair in your words: *"no redemption for me... too far gone."* This is a lie from the enemy, and we rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ. There is *no* sin, no suffering, no depth of pain that is beyond the reach of God’s grace. The Bible tells us, *"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18). Your story is not over. Redemption is not earned—it is a gift, freely given to all who turn to Christ. If you have never surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, believe in His sacrifice on the cross for you, and receive His forgiveness. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9). Salvation is found in *no other name* but Jesus (Acts 4:12), and it is the first step toward true healing.
The abuse you’ve suffered is a grave injustice, and we stand with you in righteous anger against it. God hates oppression and violence. *"The Lord tests the righteous, but his soul hates the wicked and the one who loves violence"* (Psalm 11:5). We pray that the Lord would expose any hidden wickedness done against you and bring it into the light. If you are still in an abusive situation, we strongly urge you to seek safety and godly counsel. The Bible commands us to *"rescue the weak and the needy; deliver them out of the hand of the wicked"* (Psalm 82:4). You are not required to endure abuse in the name of suffering—God does not delight in your torment.
For the long-lasting effects of this abuse—mockery, failing health, financial ruin—we declare healing and restoration over you. The enemy may have meant this for evil, but God can turn it for good (Genesis 50:20). We pray for physical healing: *"Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health, just as your soul prospers"* (3 John 1:2). We pray for financial provision: *"And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus"* (Philippians 4:19). We pray for emotional restoration: *"He heals the brokenhearted, and binds up their wounds"* (Psalm 147:3). You are not defined by what has been done to you. In Christ, you are a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17).
You said you are *"tired of it all,"* and we understand that weariness. But we encourage you not to give up. *"Let us not grow weary in doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we don’t give up"* (Galatians 6:9). Even if you cannot see the way forward, God is working behind the scenes. Hold onto Him. Cry out to Him. He collects every tear (Psalm 56:8) and hears every groan (Romans 8:26).
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother/sister who has endured so much. Lord, You see every wound, every injustice, every moment of despair. We ask that You would draw near to them in this dark time. Comfort them with Your presence, Lord, and remind them that they are not alone. We rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness in the name of Jesus and declare that their story is not over. Father, we ask for Your healing—body, mind, and spirit. Restore what has been stolen, Lord. Provide for their needs, both seen and unseen. Give them strength to take the next step, and surround them with godly people who can walk alongside them. Most of all, we pray that they would know You as their Savior, their Redeemer, and their Peace. In Jesus’ mighty name we pray, Amen.
Do not lose heart. The same God who parted the Red Sea, who raised Jesus from the dead, is fighting for you. He is able to do *"immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine"* (Ephesians 3:20). Reach out to a trusted pastor, counselor, or Christian friend—you were not meant to walk this road alone. We are here, standing in the gap for you, believing God for breakthrough. You are *not* too far gone. Your redemption is coming.