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really read this and help REALLY SERIOUSLY... I wanted advice and prayer about something so serious and important to me, I have a friend ### that is very special and beautiful to me I consider her one my best friend and I like and care about her a lot but I have a problem wondering if she think of me to that way or at least care about me too she has show and proven her friendship to me but she dont seem to bother to really call me or email or text even or write letters in the mail to me like I do for her every since she moved to ### from ### to go to school for now she says she is totally busy all the time and I understand and believe that its just I wish she could even once in awhile do those things i feel so hurt sometimes when I call or text or send her letters and I get no reply I makes me think she don care about me or want me to be her friend and she be mine it sucks cause it was not really like that hen we 1st met and she was still here before she moved but even when she 1st moved it was good but now I dont know I guess she really is so busy and dont have time for me i get that but it still hurts I dont want to be selfish though or maybe she found a boyfriend and dont talk to me cause of that which really would break my heart yes I know I need to man up and dont be weak but I cannot lie or fake or cover up my feelings and reactions like that its just when you put so mus=ch out there and show you want to care and know someone who seem like they do too but doont really give you time it makes me wonder and makes me not want to trust anyone outside my family espically females I just wish she could tell me about this and how she think of me and if she really wants to be friends I know you may say I should just forgive and move on if she really is not my friend but that will be so hard and if I do have to do that like I said trusting anyone mostly females will be almost impossible for me from now on I know that sound crazy but we have so much history and I think have a bond and I do care for her it would be tough to stop being friends like that but I dont know please tell me and pray for me thanks thank you very much!!
