timeless45
Humble Prayer Warrior
*Rant starts* Gosh I hate this. God pisses me off. For almost 7 months I haven't had a consisted job and during that time I had to watch God open doors for all of my friends with jobs and etc and not me while my friends sat back and laughed at me being jobless, not having a drivers license, and etc. It's not might fault, I Tried! I live in a confined area that could be described as prison with no sidewalks. I have hardly no one to talk to most days...my mom refuses to talk to me...she's not supportive of me and Does Not Care about my struggles. I want to leave, but I know once I do, I more than likely won't have a family to come back to. My entire dad's side (a lot of people including my 4 siblings doesn't want me). Since I was 8 yrs. old my mom tried getting me to live with my dad. My dad wanted his other 4 kids (2 are fully biological) but not me and of course my mom didn't want me. 4 years of college was a bust...filled with people who deeply despised me. I keep messing up/making God angry at me and failing. I'm tired of this, I want to get as far away from my mom as possible. She acts like a baby and tired of changing her diapers! I pray that I'll be intellectual, rich (nothing wrong with it), successful in life, have a group of friends that will fully accept me, have fun, be able to fully support myself and others, NEVER be without a physical home, always have a home with loving people who will deeply respect me to come back to, and... to be free. In Jesus' name. *End of rant*
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