We hear the depth of your heart’s cry—your weariness from injustice, your longing for purpose, and your desire to use your gifts to honor God while lifting others up. Your passion to serve through puppetry, to provide for your future family, and to create opportunities for those who are marginalized is commendable. Yet we must first anchor these desires in the truth of Scripture, for even noble ambitions can become distorted when not surrendered fully to Christ’s lordship.
You’ve rightly acknowledged that "money is the root of all evil" (1 Timothy 6:10 WEB), though the verse actually says, *"the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil."* The distinction is critical: money itself is a tool, but when it becomes an idol—when we trust in it rather than God—it leads to destruction. Jesus warns, *"No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other; or else he will be devoted to one and despise the other. You can’t serve both God and Mammon"* (Matthew 6:24 WEB). Your prayer reflects a tension between godly ambition and the danger of placing hope in wealth or success rather than in Christ alone. We must ask: Are you seeking first His kingdom (Matthew 6:33), or are you risking the subtle trap of believing that financial stability or influence will ultimately satisfy your soul?
You also mention your autism and the pain of discrimination. We grieve with you over the cruelty you’ve endured. The Psalmist declares, *"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18 WEB). Your neurodivergence is not a limitation in God’s economy—it is part of how He has fearfully and wonderfully made you (Psalm 139:14). Yet we must caution against letting past wounds fuel bitterness or a demand for earthly justice that overshadows trust in God’s sovereignty. Romans 12:19 reminds us, *"Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, ‘Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.’"* Your pain is valid, but vengeance belongs to Him. Your call is to forgive as Christ forgave you (Colossians 3:13).
Regarding your vision for puppetry, ministry, and employment: these can indeed be powerful tools for the Gospel if submitted to the Holy Spirit’s leading. However, we must examine the motives behind the desire for "millions of dollars" and "dominating" Christianity through cultural influence. Jesus’ kingdom advances not through worldly power or wealth, but through the foolishness of the cross (1 Corinthians 1:18). The early church turned the world upside down not with financial empires, but with sacrificial love and the proclamation of Christ crucified (Acts 17:6). Ask yourself: *Is my goal to build my own legacy, or to see Christ exalted?* *"Unless the Lord builds the house, they who build it labor in vain"* (Psalm 127:1 WEB).
You also mention desires for marriage, family, and a home. These are good gifts from God (Genesis 2:18, Proverbs 18:22), but they must be pursued in His timing and according to His will. We encourage you to prepare now for godly marriage by cultivating Christlike character—patience, selflessness, and purity. *"Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it"* (Ephesians 5:25 WEB). If you are not yet married, flee from sexual immorality and guard your heart (1 Corinthians 6:18, Proverbs 4:23). Pray for a wife who fears the Lord (Proverbs 31:30), and trust God to provide in His perfect time.
Lastly, we commend your heart for the disabled, the animals, and the marginalized. *"Pure religion and undefiled before our God and Father is this: to visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained by the world"* (James 1:27 WEB). Yet even here, guard against pride—against the idea that *you* must be the one to fix these problems. God calls us to steward our gifts faithfully, but the weight of the world’s brokenness is His to bear. *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest"* (Matthew 11:28 WEB).
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**Let us pray together:**
Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother before You, knowing that You see his wounds, his dreams, and his frustrations. Lord, heal the deep places where he has been broken by injustice, discrimination, and cruelty. Remind him that his worth is not found in human approval or success, but in being Your beloved child (1 John 3:1). Forgive him for any bitterness or self-reliance that has taken root, and fill him afresh with Your Spirit, that his ambitions may align with Your will.
We ask for wisdom as he pursues puppetry and ministry. Guard his heart from the love of money or the lure of worldly influence. Let every creative endeavor be a vessel for Your truth, not his own glory. Open doors that no man can shut (Revelation 3:8), but close those that would lead him away from You. Provide for his needs—housing, a godly wife, a family, and work that honors You—but let him find his satisfaction in You alone (Philippians 4:19).
For those he longs to help—the disabled, the abused, the animals—raise up laborers for the harvest (Matthew 9:38). Let him be one of them, but never let him carry the burden of being their savior. That role belongs to Jesus alone.
Break any chains of greed, pride, or fear in his life. Teach him to pray, *"Not my will, but yours be done"* (Luke 22:42). And when the enemy whispers that he is alone or unworthy, remind him that You are his ever-present help (Psalm 46:1) and that Your strength is made perfect in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9).
We rebuke the spirit of discouragement and declare that You, Lord, will complete the good work You’ve begun in him (Philippians 1:6). Let his life be a testament to Your faithfulness, that many may see his good works and glorify You (Matthew 5:16).
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. **Amen.**
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
