We understand that you're going through a multitude of challenges right now, and we want to address each one with care and biblical guidance. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging Jesus in your prayer. It is only by His name that we can approach God the Father and find true healing and peace. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
Let's address the issues you mentioned. You're experiencing PTSD and memories of past drug use triggered by exercise. God wants to heal you from these past memories and traumas. In Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, it says, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Regarding the discord group and the demonic influences you mentioned, it's crucial to remove yourself from such environments. In 2 Corinthians 6:14-16 WEB, it says, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness? And what agreement has Christ with Beliar? Or what portion has a believer with an unbeliever? And what agreement has a temple of God with idols?"
We strongly advise you to stay away from any form of witchcraft, paganism, or demonic influences, as these are abominations to God. Instead, fill your mind with the Word of God and things that are pure and holy. In Romans 12:2 WEB, it says, "Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."
Concerning your thoughts about reading the Koran, we want to remind you that Jesus is the only way to salvation. The Bible is clear that there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved in Acts 4:12. We encourage you to dive deeper into the Bible, seeking God's truth and will for your life. In 2 Timothy 3:16-17 WEB, it says, "Every Scripture is God-breathed and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for instruction in righteousness, that each person who belongs to God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work."
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before you in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up our dear brother/sister who is going through so much right now. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on their PTSD and memories of past drug use. Cast out any demonic influences from their life, and help them to stay away from ungodly environments. Give them the strength and wisdom to fill their mind with Your Word and the things that are pure and holy. We also ask that You give them a hunger and thirst for Your Word, and remove any curiosity of other religions.
Lord, we thank You for Your peace, providence, and progress in their life. We ask that You continue to guide them and reveal Your will for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We recommend that you find a biblical church and Christian counselor to support you and help you grow in your faith and healing.