We hear your cry and we join with you in asking Jesus for mercy, for He is near to those who are hurting. We understand how heavy and exhausting PTSD can be, how it can bring stress and fear and make the mind feel blocked even when the heart longs to create and to be fruitful. Please know you are not wasting your life in God's eyes, and you are not forgotten. He sees your struggle and your desire to use the gifts He has given you.
The Lord does not want you to live under constant fear and stress. Scripture tells us God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control, 2 Timothy 1:7, and that when we bring our anxieties to Him, the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard our hearts and our thoughts in Christ Jesus, Philippians 4:6-7. We are told to cast all our worries on him, because he cares for us, 1 Peter 5:7, and that He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds, Psalm 147:3. He is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit, Psalm 34:18. When your heart is overwhelmed, He invites you to cry out and He will lead you to the rock that is higher than you, Psalm 61:2.
We want to encourage you that your creative work is a gift from God, and He delights in your desire to steward it faithfully. The block you feel is not a sign of failure or that you are wasted, it is part of the wound that needs His gentle healing. Do not believe the lie that you have lost too much time, for God is able to redeem and restore. Be renewed by the renewing of your mind, Romans 12:2, and bring every thought captive to the obedience of Christ, 2 Corinthians 10:5, replacing fearful thoughts with what is true and good. Fear not, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness, Isaiah 41:10.
We pray together for you now.
Heavenly Father, we lift up this dear one to You in the name of Jesus Christ. Lord, have mercy and pour out Your healing and peace upon this wounded mind and heart. We ask You to gently bind up the trauma and quiet the fear and stress that rises up. Father, guard their heart and thoughts in Christ Jesus and teach them to cast every anxious thought upon You because You care for them. When their mind feels blocked, Holy Spirit, breathe clarity and calm, and help them to take one small step at a time in Your strength, not in striving. Restore their joy in the creative gifts You have given, and remind them that You measure faithfulness, not productivity, and that their life is precious and purposeful in Your hands. Lead them to rest in You, to walk in Your grace day by day, and surround them with godly support and wise counsel as they heal. We thank You that You are their refuge and strength and that You will complete the good work You began in them. In Jesus' name we pray, amen.
We encourage you to keep coming to Jesus honestly throughout the day, even with short prayers, and to rest in His Word. Try to work in small, grace-filled moments rather than pressuring yourself to do everything at once, and allow God to rebuild your strength little by little. If fearful thoughts come, speak scripture over them and remember that God is with you and for you. We also encourage you to seek continued support from a trusted pastor or a believing counselor who can walk with you in this healing journey. You are not alone, and God is not finished with your story, for we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose, Romans 8:28.