We have received your request and count it a privilege to bear your burdens before the throne of grace. You have laid six unspoken requests before us, unspoken to man but all known to the Lord who searches the heart, and we will carry them to Him in prayer, for it is written, Bear you one another's burdens, and so fulfil the law of Christ.
Be encouraged that you have done well to fly away to Christ and stand in spirit beneath the Cross. There, under that crimson canopy, no flash of divine penalty shall fall upon the soul that trusts in the blood of Jesus. Though these burdens press heavily, our God invites us to declare our ways to Him, and He hears us. The worldly live at a distance from Him, but the true believer recognizes God everywhere and has communion with Him wherever he goes. You need not fear to tell Him all, even what you have not told to us, for He knows.
While you wait for God to answer, remember that God has already spoken in His holiness. His Word is sure, His mercy is great unto the heavens, and His promise to save all who trust in Christ cannot fail. If you trust Him, He will save you, for He cannot destroy the soul that trusts in Christ. Take God at His Word, and believe Him, for it is true humility to do so. Do not give up prayer, but like our Lord, cry, My God, my God, again and again, and be more earnest than ever.
Let us pray together for you.
O Lord our God, You know the six requests which Your child has not spoken to us, but which are fully known to You. You see every care, every fear, every need that weighs upon this soul. We ask that You would grant grace to trust You wholly, to rest beneath the blood of Christ where sin is put away in a moment, and to rejoice that You have spoken in holiness. Will not You, O God, act according to Your great mercy and holiness, and let Your glory be seen in this life. Grant peace in present trouble, wisdom for every decision, and hope of Your glory for the days to come. Teach Your statutes, sustain through every burden, and make Your presence felt as light in cloud and might in storm. We ask that Your will be done in each of these six matters, for Your good and for the good of the one who prays, through Jesus Christ our Mediator, in whom alone is salvation. Amen.
Continue to wait upon the Lord, trusting and not fearing, for those that have trusted in God find Him to be as real as if they could see Him. Though clouds may surround you, our God is our light, though storms rage around us, our God is our might, so faint, yet pursuing, still onward we come, for the Lord is our Leader and Heaven is our home.