God, I pray I can sleep and rest in peaceful dream's at night. It seems I have a lot on my mind, like someone else's problems and they should be attending to them themselves. I have talked with my beautiful and wonderful children and I pray for them in my life more, with God all things are possible and can accomplish all things through Christ who strengthens me and them and builds them up. I have been struggling with my marriage and in a way I don't care anymore about what ### does or says and he doesn't care anymore about what I do or say because we have been together for 10 years, and together we have used each other and we have been trying to get back at each other, and I'm tired of doing this and I have children, we have children. My children and our children don't like him when he's drunk, he calls us lazy and fat when in reality he's the man of the house who teaches us to be just like him. He judges my ex and so I pray for my ex. He needs help with himself Lord, he is the devil and I'm tired of him stealing our joy, it's time to put him back in his place. It doesn't matter how hard I try, I pray for him, I ignore him, I mind my own business and leave everybody else to their business, I have asked for forgiveness of me being a sinner, I pray for those I love, I need my life with God and Jesus and The Holy Spirit, The Holy Ghost and The Good Lord in my life and God fighting for me. I need help Lord God, I'm tired of living this way, and I am tired of being taken for granted. Don't get me wrong, I love my children and I love ### and we come from two different places. We were both raised up in the church, his parents were like communism and mine were like freedom and we have fought and fought and fought. I lied to ### and told him he was smarter than me when in reality I am a very wise woman overflowing with wisdom and love and I didn't want to hurt him. I lied to ### and told ### I don't know how to ride, and I know how to ride; and I lied to ### quite a few times just to please ### and keep ### from getting mad, I had to lie to ### when I told him I can't cook, when I can cook good, and I lied to ### when I said I don't know The Holy Bible and I know The Holy Bible and God and Jesus, he's always too busy about him and his past to care about anyone else, so there isn't no sense worth trying with ### and I lied to ### when I told him I can't keep up when I stay focused on Jesus, ### lied to ### when I said I would follow him, when I was talking about me and mine following Jesus and I lied to ### when I said I don't know how to love and I know how to love and I'm tired and I was raised to be truthful and I have confessed my sins, and I ask Jesus and God to fix the lies I've told in my life I have told so I can forgive myself and be forgiven. ### has lied also to me and himself. I lie to ### cause he gets angry and mad at me when I tell the truth. I pray I can be a good mother to my children, my kids; and I pray I can get right with Jesus and God and myself, my family. I pray I can let go of the anger I have for ### and let Jesus and God to work in my life. I'm tired of ### trying to kill the good I have. I pray for my children and me, my family. God, In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
