jennifercruz
Prayer Warrior
I found this web site last week and asked for prayer for the restoration of my marriage. My husband left me for another woman last June. The Lord has moved in a mighty way this week in my life. Even though I was "saved" 12 years ago I NEVER really entered into a personal relationship with the Lord. I was a Sunday Christian at best. I was eager to ask for prayer, prayed on occasion at best, and played the victim really well. I was quick to look at my husband's faults and sin but yet my own be covered up, hidden. But God knew my heart better than anyone. How could He listen to a prayer where I rambled on about please save my marriage, yet not once did I give Him thanks, praise or honor. I was focused on ME! ME! ME! My focus has not been on the Lord but on my problems, my husband's sin, and my marriage being restored. Yet all of this changed last week when I let my pride down long enough for the Lord to show me that I was the problem. It seems like two tons of junk has been taken from me. I began to look at my life, my sin that I thought I had covered real well that was actually unforgiven. I was able to ask my husband for forgiveness on Sunday. The Lord is uplifting me every day. Please pray that I continue to grow. It seems that in one week I have grown in leaps and bounds, more than I have during the 12 years since I received Christ in my heart. I have an urgent prayer request- The Lord has placed it upon my heart that I need to pray for the other woman in my husbands life. Not for her removal but to pray for her, for her needs, for her blessing. I do not know where to begin. Please pray for God to reveal to me what I should do in this circumstance. Thanks and have a blessed day!!!!
Jennifer
Jennifer
