Praying For Love

[Confuseddesi]

I dated a guy who I loved but the relationship was too difficult as his job was in intelligence. Our communication was not good and he lied to me so many times as is required by his job I guess but it was too difficult for me to understand. My resentment grew to hate. We ended up fighting via text and I said the worst things in the world and resorted to very nasty name calling. I wanted to hurt him so bad because I felt he did not care about me one bit. I wanted him to hurt and just hate me so he could not pursue anything more with me. Maybe I wanted to hurt him because I didn't want to hurt anymore. I want someone to pray for me to have no hate in my heart. I also want him to forgive me. Whether or not we are meant to be is unto the Lord. I want God to hear my prayer for love. I'm 32 yrs old and I want to be married and be a mother someday. I pray that God will make me beautiful within so that someone that HE chooses for me can come into my life and love me the way I need to be loved. I also want to love him the way he needs. I just pray that God will hear my prayer.

 

[teddybear]

Dear Lord I ask that you bless Confuseddessi with Love and self worth. Lord, I ask for her to feel peace and assurance of Your forgiveness for the words that she had said to her ex. And, I ask for forgiveness between them as well. I ask for him to also take accountability for his part in things and for him to ask for forgiveness from You and come to You if he is unsaved. Even if this forgiveness is just in their own hearts, I pray that they will learn from past mistakes yet not take the baggage of this into a new relationship.

Lord, please give this woman a husband who will treat as the treasure that she is, whether it be her changed ex or someone else Lord. And pray that she will love and honour that man as a gift from You. Give her what she needs from You as she waits for Your answer. I pray that she will be allowed to marry and have children as is her dream. I understand that dream. But, Lord I ask that You clearly speak to her to marry a good man and not to settle. We have to lie in the bed that we make. Please help her to be patient and make the right decisions so that her life will be better because of good decisions. Thank you for her and her desire to serve You and for her confessions of her part in things. I pray that You will shine in her heart and life!

 

[Confuseddesi]

I posted this prayer request and it was answered immediately. God showed me the truth. The guy I was dating was a pathologicalbliar and he was married. I am hurt but thankful that god saved me in time. He was trying to live a double life,he met my family and friends a long time ago. I pray that god will restore my trust in men again and I pray that he will have a good man out there for me.

Oh and Teddybear thank you for your prayer I believe god heard it and intervened .