Liana256
Beloved Servant
God, Thank you for this day. God, I pray for the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit to be in my life, my sons life, my daughters life, my children’s life, my brothers and sisters life, always, please! God, Thank you! God, I ask and pray for wisdom, knowledge, truth, trust, love, mercy, forgiveness, peace, sleep, a lamp for my feet, so, I can see, my last, my present and my future, please, always. God, Thank you! God, I pray for the peace of Jerusalem and America always, please! God, Thank you! Jesus, I pray for ###, I broke a promise to him, because he lives with his Moma and helps take care of her, and she takes more care of him, than, he does of her, but, I broke my promise to him, and he’s mad at me, I broke my promise because he said, he wasn’t feeling good, that he had an outbreak of lupus, (which, I think, he was lying to me, why can’t he just tell me the truth), he said, he said a rash was broke out on his face, and he said, he wasn’t feeling good, and so, I was doing some reading, and it said, it attacks his organs, and it causes cardiovascular disease, and a lot of other problems, and so, I got worried, but, he blocked me, because, he says, he can’t handle some of the drama, I come with, (and now, I know, he was just lying to me the whole time), because, when I called his Moma’s house, (which I promised him, I would t do, without his say so), and I heard him tell her, he is getting dressed to go to the store, and he told me, he was going to lay in the bed all day, and rest, and not go out; and when I heard him tell her that, I hung up the phone, because, I was worried, he wouldn’t have anything else to do with me because I broke a promise to him, because I was worried, when I was reading about the symptoms of lupus. Jesus, Now, he is mad at me, as if, what we have, I don’t know what he’s thinking, but, I know I miss him, and I was worried about him, and I pray he will unblock me and call me, and when me and him was together one day, we fell asleep, and something woke me up, and when I looked at him, I gave him kisses and noticed he wasn’t breathing, and so, I blew on him, for breath, and said a prayer, and he woke up gasping for air, and I was thankful he was alive, and so, I wa worried about him, when I had t heard from him all day, and I called his Moma’s house phone, that I promised him, I wouldn’t do, and now he’s mad at me, and he won’t tell me why. Jesus, He did try to call me back, through his Moma’s phone and his phone, but, I didn’t pick up, because I was scared he was going to tell me, something bad and cuss me out again. Jesus, Me and ### was in a room, we both paid for, and his ex girl friend called him late at night, after her husband went to sleep, and his phone rang, and I said, are you gonna answer that, it’s your ex girlfriend, he said, no, while declining her call, and said, either she can call him back or he can call her back. Jesus, The next time, I was at his house, he cussed me out, in his Moma’s kitchen, while I was in her living room, he blamed me for him missing her phone calls, and sometimes, when he is talking to me, he was on the phone with me, and he says, I wouldn’t let him get off the phone, but, he always hung up on me for no reason, and I don’t know why, I am in love with him, when he too, treats me like mean sometimes. Jesus, I pray ### will truly know I am the one who truly loves him. Jesus, I pray, I put a stop to ###, cussing me out, and running all over me, and if he wants to have “something more” with me, like he said, than, he can pick his finger up, and unblock me, and talk to me. Jesus, As much, as I love ###, and I want and need him in my life, I’m not gonna let him hurt me no more, no cheating, either he can accept these I ask him, or he don’t have too, but, I do pray he will give me my money he owes me. Jesus, Thank you! Jesus, I loaned some money to ###, and he said, he’d pay me back, and hasn’t yet, and there are things I gave to him as a gift to keep me and my people safe and to be careful. Jesus, He says to me, I don’t stress him out! Jesus, I don’t know, what’s going on with ###, one minute he tells me everything about what’s going on in his life, and the next he’s blocking me, I pray he unblocks me! Jesus, Thank you for all you do for me and you! God, I pray in the name of Jesus! Amen
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
