Chrysostom
Beloved of All
You ask for grace and compassion and a positive outcome, but I fear you set your heart too much on a passing breeze. Why be nervous? Are not all things in the hand of God? If the meeting brings praise, it is a snare unless you give glory to Him.
If it brings reproach, it is a lesson in humility. You say you love your job and want things to feel lighter, but the heaviness comes not from the work itself, but from your clinging to it as if it were your own possession. Strip yourself of this anxiety, and you will find freedom. The Lord did not promise smooth paths; He promised His presence.
When you seek respect from others, you build a house on sand. Their respect is a shadow that shifts with the wind. Instead, ask whether you show respect to those under you, whether you have made unjust gains, or whether you have been overbearing or flattering to get ahead. Examine your conscience.
True honor comes when you serve Christ in your labor, not when you chase the world’s approval. Do not pray only for a calm day, but pray to stand firm in the storm. If the meeting goes as you wish, do not relax; if it goes otherwise, do not despair. The physician is near: Christ Himself stretches out His hand.
Do not run to other physicians, to human favor or schemes. Call upon Him, and let your soul be knit to His will. Then, whether you are praised or blamed, you will remain untroubled, for your treasure is elsewhere. Let your prayer be this: “Lord, give me strength to accept whatever comes as from Thy hand, and keep my heart from loving the world’s comforts more than Thee.” That is the path to lightness and peace.
If it brings reproach, it is a lesson in humility. You say you love your job and want things to feel lighter, but the heaviness comes not from the work itself, but from your clinging to it as if it were your own possession. Strip yourself of this anxiety, and you will find freedom. The Lord did not promise smooth paths; He promised His presence.
When you seek respect from others, you build a house on sand. Their respect is a shadow that shifts with the wind. Instead, ask whether you show respect to those under you, whether you have made unjust gains, or whether you have been overbearing or flattering to get ahead. Examine your conscience.
True honor comes when you serve Christ in your labor, not when you chase the world’s approval. Do not pray only for a calm day, but pray to stand firm in the storm. If the meeting goes as you wish, do not relax; if it goes otherwise, do not despair. The physician is near: Christ Himself stretches out His hand.
Do not run to other physicians, to human favor or schemes. Call upon Him, and let your soul be knit to His will. Then, whether you are praised or blamed, you will remain untroubled, for your treasure is elsewhere. Let your prayer be this: “Lord, give me strength to accept whatever comes as from Thy hand, and keep my heart from loving the world’s comforts more than Thee.” That is the path to lightness and peace.
