JessicaBeloved
Disciple of Prayer
Today I got very sick, I had to call off work. My parents are the only ones I can call for help. I had no medication for headache and couldn't eat anything and kept vomiting water. My parents were on their way to get an oil change and couldn't come and help. I prayed to ask God to please help. He did not take the pain away but I did feel peace and was able to fall asleep for a bit. My anxiety levels were high.
I began to feel anxious because I don't have anyone at all that I could call to ask for help. If my parents pass away I have no one to help me. I have people I know at church but I have been so hurt by church folks that I don't know who I'd be able to contact if I needed assistance like this again. I get sick often because I don't have a good immune system and I have hormonal issues and various other things.
I've been praying to God for a friend and companion because I don't know how I'm going to do this alone. Sometimes depression is bad I have trouble knowing what to cook for myself. Other times I don't mind cooking and enjoy it but feel overwhelmed by the clean up. I've always wanted a normal life with kids and a husband but right now I just want a husband and a friend that I can count on. They can count on me to be there for them as well.
I've been praying so hard for this. Please pray for someone in my life who is tender and kind and trustworthy and understands how to care for others.
Please and thank you. I'm begging God to please don't let me do this life alone. Please no comments on how marriage is not a promise or any of those things. I need hope not religious ugly comments that lack complete compassion and understanding. I received one like that last time and I did not appreciate it. I just need someone to pray that God would send me a friend and possibly a spouse.
Please. And thank you.
I began to feel anxious because I don't have anyone at all that I could call to ask for help. If my parents pass away I have no one to help me. I have people I know at church but I have been so hurt by church folks that I don't know who I'd be able to contact if I needed assistance like this again. I get sick often because I don't have a good immune system and I have hormonal issues and various other things.
I've been praying to God for a friend and companion because I don't know how I'm going to do this alone. Sometimes depression is bad I have trouble knowing what to cook for myself. Other times I don't mind cooking and enjoy it but feel overwhelmed by the clean up. I've always wanted a normal life with kids and a husband but right now I just want a husband and a friend that I can count on. They can count on me to be there for them as well.
I've been praying so hard for this. Please pray for someone in my life who is tender and kind and trustworthy and understands how to care for others.
Please and thank you. I'm begging God to please don't let me do this life alone. Please no comments on how marriage is not a promise or any of those things. I need hope not religious ugly comments that lack complete compassion and understanding. I received one like that last time and I did not appreciate it. I just need someone to pray that God would send me a friend and possibly a spouse.
Please. And thank you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.