Prayer warriors happy to be with you all. Well I was

[Nicola Anderson]

Prayer warriors happy to be with you all. Well I was struggling with my emotions over a man that don't deserve my love. I am asking for prayer for me to remind strong and fight for inner peace. This man had rejected me hurt me but I learnt to forgive him. On the 6th of January 2017 I was instructed to visit his home at 2 p.m by the holy spirit to pray for him anoint him with consecrated olive oil I kept saying Lord Jesus I don't want to be like Jonah and I kept saying not my will Lord but let your will be done. I went and prayed for him I spoke to God in the tongue has I walked around his bed while he lay down with his eyes closed. After I finish I said to him I am leaving. I said to him couldn't you say thanks. His response every thing bader you. He didn't asked prayer from me the Lord send me to pray and anoint him I don't even know why. I felt so bad in my spirit to know that I leave work at 1pm took two taxi, walked part of the way because I want to be on time yet I felt unappreciated. I asked him for taxi fare he got him with a rage and hiss his teeth him no have no money, so I said ok since you have a car carry me to a point he hiss his teeth and got up mad from his bed. I was so embrassed because his niece and cousin was outside. So I decided to wait for my son to see him. Boy the bitterness started he started to say I am leaving now to pick up a male from and his cousin he said it in such a bitterness I felt bad. I said God why did you send me to get this humiliation. I felt empty he told me some things that I had to say I regret coming to pray for you. It made me look like a hypocrite I felt has if I had fail God. I had to asked God for forgiveness for saying that I regretted praying. Please pray for me because I don't want to be so emotional that I couldn't reacted better. People kept saying continue to pray for him but after that day I can't find it in my heart to pray for him. I am only saying thank you Lord just take him out of my heart, mind and soul. I still call him and asked him if he is ok but just to show that I am not malicing him and I have nothing again him.

I am just praying that God will honour me with a new loving genuine man. I deserve happiness not grief and sorrow. Continue to pray for me to help me grow spiritually, have faith, love and trust God more. I just need a new fulfilling beginning.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

[SIZE=14pt]In Jesus' name, may the Lord[/SIZE] bless thee, and keep thee:[SIZE=14pt] [/SIZE][SIZE=14pt]The Lord[/SIZE] make his face shine upon thee,
and be gracious unto thee:[SIZE=14pt] [/SIZE][SIZE=14pt]The Lord[/SIZE] lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace 
[SIZE=14pt](Numbers 6:24-26).[/SIZE]

 

[SIZE=14pt]Please Read: Bless Me Lord Jesus:[/SIZE][SIZE=14pt] [/SIZE]https://be-an-encourager.blogspot.com/2017/01/bless-me-lord-jesus.html

 

[tarshalb]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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