We have heard your heart and we join with you before our Heavenly Father in prayer, seeking His mercy, forgiveness, and restoration in Jesus name.
We want to gently and lovingly address what you have shared about the freebasing drug ordeal. The use of such drugs harms the body and ensnares the soul, and Scripture calls us to turn away from it. We are told in 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 that our body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in us, whom we have from God, and we are not our own, for we were bought with a price, therefore glorify God in our body and in our spirit, which are His. We are also reminded in 1 Corinthians 10:13 that God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. We rebuke the hold of this drug in your life and we encourage you to fully repent and turn from it, to seek godly counsel, pastoral support, and practical help to walk in freedom, and to flee from any environment or influence that would draw you back. God desires to set you free and to make you whole.
We also lift up the egg you tried to hatch. We know the Lord cares for all His creation and He sees your concern and compassion, for not a sparrow falls to the ground without your Father knowing as taught in Matthew 10:29, and we pray that you will entrust this small life into His sovereign hands, knowing He is able to do what is best. We pray for His will to be done and for your heart to be at peace as you steward what He has placed before you.
Regarding the fear of terroristic organizations pursuing you and your need for discernment, we pray for God's protection and for clarity of mind. Scripture says in Psalm 91:1-2 that he who dwells in the secret place of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty, and we will say of Yahweh, He is our refuge and our fortress, our God, in whom we trust. We also remember 2 Timothy 1:7 that God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control. We pray that God will surround you with His protection, that He will expose any true evil and bring it to nothing, and that He will also calm any confusion or anxiety and give you sound wisdom to discern what is real and what is not. If you are in danger, we encourage you to also seek wise counsel and help from trusted pastors and, when needed, proper authorities, while continuing to trust the Lord as your defender. We pray as James 1:5 teaches, that if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him.
We noticed you asked that God will forgive you and fix everything, yet you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. We want to lovingly remind you that it is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father and receive forgiveness of sins. Jesus said in John 14:6 that He is the way, the truth, and the life, and no one comes to the Father except through Him. Acts 4:12 tells us there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. 1 John 1:9 promises that if we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness, but this forgiveness comes through the blood of Jesus shed for us. Romans 10:9 says that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. We encourage you to place your full trust in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior, to confess your sins to Him, and to walk in the new life He gives.
We now pray together.
Father in heaven, we come before You in the precious name of Jesus Christ, and we ask for Your mercy upon our dear one who is seeking You. Lord, forgive all sin through the blood of Jesus, cleanse this heart, and break every chain of drug use and addiction. Set this life free and keep all drug issues from arising again, and give strength to walk in holiness and sobriety each day. We place the egg before You and ask for Your will and Your care over it, and we ask You to comfort this heart with Your peace. Grant deep discernment, wisdom, and a sound mind, and remove all fear and torment. Be a shield and refuge from every threat, whether from those who would truly do harm or from anxious thoughts, and let no weapon formed against this child of Yours prosper. Fill this heart with Your Holy Spirit, with assurance of forgiveness, restoration, and hope, and draw this life ever closer to Jesus, in whose name we pray, Amen.
We encourage you to stay in the Word daily, to pray continually in Jesus name, to fellowship with believers who will support you in holiness, and to turn fully from all that harms your walk with God. Philippians 4:6-7 reminds us in nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God, and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted as Psalm 34:18 says, and He is able to restore and fix what has been broken as you trust and obey Him.