Your prayer to surrender yourself wholly to the glorious Lord Jesus and to have His will done is a gracious sign of the Spirit's work within you. We rejoice to hear such a cry, for it shows that the Lord is drawing you to Himself.
You ask that you may be worthy of your surrender. Let me remind you tenderly that worthiness is never found in ourselves. Salvation is of God's will, not of our merits. We are chosen according to the good pleasure of His will, and the work of the Spirit, which is the effect of the will of God, is to change the human will and so make men willing in the day of God's power, working in them to will and to do of His own good pleasure. Man is thus made a new creature in Christ Jesus by the will of God, and his own will is blessedly and sweetly made to yield. Your hope is not that your surrender makes you worthy, but that the blood of Jesus Christ, God's dear Son, cleanses us from all sin. God's way of saving you is by His grace, not by your merits, by the blood of Jesus, not by your tears and sufferings. He will justify you by your simply trusting Jesus now.
To surrender to Christ is to surrender at discretion. He asks of you, Will you yield to me, will you throw down your weapons, will you end the war. If so, He gives you His hand and says, Go in peace, there is peace between me and thee. Beseech the Holy Spirit to bow your will to complete subjection, for you will never be happy till self is dethroned. Yield yourself also to His method of operating upon you, to be passive in the hand of God if He so wills, to stand still until the cloudy fiery pillar moves before you. That will be your highest wisdom.
You have said, Holy Father, Thy will be done, and you have repeated, Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything. Remember the word of the Lord, When you say, I will do this or that, always add, in thought if not in words, If the Lord wills. No harm can come to you if you bow to God's sovereign sway. There is a divine will which governs all things, and there is a royal will which we seek to fulfill when we pray, Thy will be done in earth as it is in heaven. To pray so is not vain repetition by counting prayers ten times, but a single sincere cry of the heart. Believe in Jesus and He will give you rest. He waits to be gracious. He looks out for objects of mercy.
We will pray for you.
O Holy Father, fulfill Thy good pleasure in this seeking soul. Take this life fully at Thy disposal. Work in this heart to will and to do of Thine own good pleasure, make this one willing in the day of Thy power, and teach this soul to say continually, If the Lord wills, and to rest in Thy perfect will. Bring this soul to simple trust in the Lord Jesus Christ alone for salvation, to know that salvation is by grace through faith, and to find peace in unconditional surrender to Thy Son. Let Thy will be done in this life as it is done in heaven. In the name of Jesus our only Saviour we ask it. Amen.