God has already given you a job, which you refuse to do. Right here, in HIs Word, is the job you are supposed to be doing.
Matthew 6:33English Standard Version (ESV)
33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.
Every answer to "ALL" your posts is God speaking to you, through people. They have all been giving you things to do, and you are refusing to do them. These people on this prayer site are like the Lord speaking to you, trying to reach you, and you cannot hear, or will not hear. Open your eyes and ears. It is not God who is "stuck" about answering your prayers. It is "you" who is "stuck" by not listening and acting on what has been suggested to do.
If you commit suicide, you will be answering to the Lord on the other side. You will be trying to say that HE did not give you a job and that is why you committed suicide. He will answer you by pointing to all the prayer requests you posted and the answers and showing you all the things He wanted you to do through those replies. All those answers were from people who cared and loved you. Most of them are going through some fairly rough times themselves, but they are setting that aside and answering your prayer requests. They have also "seen" the goodness of God working in their lives and are trusting in Him to get them through their hardships. God loves you very very very much. How about doing just three of the things someone has suggested doing in you prayer request answers and see what happens. We are all in this together, with you, and want the best for you. But "you" have to do something besides whining all the time.
IN the name of Jesus, I command all demonic presences in your life and body to be silent. I loose the Holy Spirit into your life and body.