Hi - I remember feeling like this for 10 years when I lost both my parents in the same year - life at the moment is still not perfect - as I struggle to be recognised as a mother via my son - but God called me through my pain some months ago when I was just wanted to die - couldn't understand what my purpose in this world was for anymore - as life was just a waste of time - every day the same = unhappy, useless mother in my eyes - my son doesn't talk to me though we live in the same house - I would happily have allowed myself to walk in the path of a train. God brought me back to the Psalm he drew me to when I gave my life to him how many years ago and I felt he was telling me to read it to him again - his way of telling me, though he never answered my prayers immediately, he hadn't left me - the time wasn't right - I wasn't ready to hear him - because of my anger, my sins, my life, my negativity - I prayed that Psalm to him again - which is my own personal love letter from God to myself - and in my heart I knew he heard me and I knew I had prayed with sincerity and believed he would come through this time because he answered my prayer not all of them - but one of them - God hears your prayers, he answers at the right time, when he knows he will have your full attention, sometimes there is so much going on around us, we fail to see the little things he is doing - sometimes things have to go through their seasons so when his plan comes together - it comes together perfectly - because it isn't always just about you, whatever he does for us will always affect someone else who could be watching - your miracle will also be for someone else so please don't think prayer is a waste of time - God knows what he is doing, and he knows how you feel, just let him do his thing in his time - I pray Lord that you will give this individual peace to wait on you and in so doing they will continue to pray and just wait because - all prayers are banked and not discarded - in the Name of Jesus Amen xx