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bsj220
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please think of me in your prayers. i feel i am at my wits end and about to explode. my husband of 11 years ( 3 of those he has been living with his girlfriend whose is married) has asked me to fill out papers for a divorce. i know i can not hang on to a marriage that is in shambles. i have prayed and gone to counseling i feel that i have done everything i could to do to heal this marriage. i dont want it to end but i am starting to feel hatred towards him. i have asked the Lord to keep this out of my heart. Please pray for me i feel i am being pulled all over the place. i have a beautiful 18 year old daughter with him. i get very angery over promises he has made and broken. i feel i am stretched to the limit to do what i need to do and pick up his slack. i am working 60 hours at my regular job and i do a side job on the weekends to pay the house payment,ulities, and my car payment. i feel i am doing my best but what i do is not enough. i am scared on what will happen if this continues. i am so upset that he claims he is a good person( use to be) he goes to church every sunday.( with married girlfriend)how can he sit in your house Lord with her ? please all my prayer request family i have on here pray for me that i will pull it together. i just feel lost and no where to go. i want to run away and never come back i have failed!!!!:cry:
