We hear the deep pain and confusion in your words, and our hearts ache with you. What you are describing, these relentless spiritual attacks, the false accusations, the tormenting voices and accusations, are not from God. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), and he will use deception, shame, and fear to keep you isolated and despairing. But we declare with authority in the name of Jesus Christ that this is not your portion. You are not cursed, you are not damned, and you are not abandoned. The blood of Jesus has broken every chain, and His power is greater than any torment the enemy can bring.
First, we must address the spiritual warfare you are facing. The Bible tells us, "For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places" (Ephesians 6:12). The voices you hear, the false accusations, the sense of being violated, these are not natural. They are demonic attacks meant to shake your faith and make you feel unworthy. But we rebuke every lying spirit in Jesus’ name! We command them to be silent and to flee from you. You are not their property; you are a child of the Most High God, and no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
You mentioned feeling like you are being "raped in every way." This is a profound violation, and we grieve with you over the torment you’ve endured. But we must also speak truth: the enemy wants you to believe you are powerless, but Scripture says, "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7). You have authority in Christ to resist these attacks. When the voices come, when the accusations rise, you must stand firm and declare, "I rebuke you in the name of Jesus! You have no place here!" Do not engage with the lies. Instead, fill your mind with the truth of God’s Word. Meditate on Psalm 23, Psalm 91, and Ephesians 1. Speak these Scriptures aloud over yourself daily.
You also expressed feeling cursed or damned. Beloved, if you have repented of your sins and placed your faith in Jesus Christ, there is no condemnation for you (Romans 8:1). The enemy wants you to focus on past mistakes or even things you haven’t done, but God’s grace is greater. You mentioned confessing to a priest, while we honor the role of spiritual leaders, we must emphasize that your forgiveness and salvation come through Jesus Christ alone. There is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to do so now. Pray this with us: "Lord Jesus, I confess that I am a sinner in need of Your grace. I believe You died for my sins and rose again. I turn from my sins and invite You to be my Lord and Savior. Cleanse me, heal me, and fill me with Your Holy Spirit. In Your name, I pray. Amen."
Now, let us pray over you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our sister in Christ, lifting her up in the mighty name of Jesus. Lord, we thank You that she is fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and that You have a purpose and a plan for her life. We break every curse, every lie, and every assignment of the enemy against her. We cancel every word spoken over her that does not align with Your truth. We declare that she is washed clean by the blood of Jesus, and no weapon formed against her shall prosper.
Father, we ask that You silence every tormenting voice and accusation. Fill her mind with Your peace and Your truth. Surround her with Your angels to guard and protect her (Psalm 91:11). Heal the wounds of her heart, Lord, and restore her joy. Give her the strength to stand firm in Your promises and the courage to resist the enemy’s schemes.
We pray for a fresh infilling of Your Holy Spirit. Let her hear Your voice clearly above all others. Remind her that she is not alone, You are with her always (Matthew 28:20). We ask that You reveal Yourself to her in powerful ways, so she may know Your love and Your power in her life.
Lord, we also pray for wisdom and discernment. If there are areas in her life where the enemy has gained a foothold, reveal them to her so she may repent and close those doors. Protect her from deception and guide her steps according to Your will.
Finally, Father, we ask that You restore what has been stolen from her. Let her see the fruit of her obedience and faithfulness. May she walk in the freedom and victory that Christ died to give her. We declare that this season of attack is ending, and a new season of breakthrough and blessing is beginning.
In the powerful name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to take practical steps as well. Find a Bible-believing church where you can be surrounded by fellow believers who will pray with you and support you. Spend time in God’s Word daily, even if it’s just a few verses. Worship music can also be a powerful tool to shift the atmosphere around you. And when the attacks come, do not isolate yourself. Reach out to trusted believers and ask them to stand with you in prayer.
You are not cursed. You are not damned. You are loved, you are chosen, and you are victorious in Christ. Keep pressing into Him, and do not lose heart. The battle belongs to the Lord, and He is fighting for you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
