being misunderstood

I'm asking I stop getting attacked. Everytime I do right or better I get raped in everyway. I haven't even had sex in yrs or asked or mentioned stuff I'm hearing like being pregnant. I heard in my last apartment the whole year when I wasn't even having sex. Plus hearing I'm married when I'm...

Please help me let go of all the negative things that happened. I want peace and positivity. I am sorry for everything I did, but no one in my life wants to talk about it. I dropped the ball, but I did the best I could. No one believes me or takes me seriously. I don’t know what I am doing...