Kitty1
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Lord, I feel such anger for the huge and I mean huge hole that my husband with the economy help has devastated our family and finances. It's not the loss of things but the loss of self-worth and at 50 starting over seems a long and possibly fraught road. I am hanging by a string on the Lord's robe, but am losing my grip. I have never been here before and with my ### dying, I even tried to bargain a trade me for him. I can only pray that God will lead us out of the mess because they are coming at us with pitchforks. We used to help others; now I can even help myself. I know that God helps those who help themselves, but what do you do when living becomes too hard. I pray continuously, but my anger, resentment, and fear are taking over. I pray to the Lord for help.
