S
Susan Russell
Guest
Please pray for me. I left a 51/2 year relationship just over two months ago; and, I am seriously struggling with letting go; surrendering to God, and am very depressed. I did not wish to end the relationship; however, it had become apparent that my former boyfriend was very detached and not very interested in maintaining a loving, joyous partnership. I cannot seem to stop crying. I miss him very much and pray for him everyday. I even pray for a miracle of reconciliation. Although this is probably not the right prayer, I pray that God will heal the man I love and change abusive behaviors and attitudes displayed. I don't know how or what to pray for. I just want the hurt and anger and disappointment to heal; and, to ask God to Love Ed for me and to show me how to love and find joy in life; and, to have a healthy, joyous, passionate, loving, respectful relationship. So, I ask for God's grace and mercy; and, healing for Ed and I, as God sees fit. Sorry if not a proper request. I just needed to start somehow to ask for someone to pray for me also. Thank you and God Bless you.
