because of a girl whom I loved, I fell into depression and stress. I tried to forget her but failed to do so. She gave me hope of love, and now she stays away from me. I loved her not because of physical interest but by the interest of mind. I believed that she was the future wife that God has gifted me, because of several reasons. Also, she doesn't realize the attitude of some people with bad intentions around her. I still can't believe that she has a corrupted mind or she is a person without purity of mind or devil influences her. I tried to run away from her memories through prayer and other mediums but failed to do so. More I try to recover from her memory, but I get closer to the thoughts about her. In today's generation, the majority of women have only physical interest but no spiritual interest or mental interest. Thoughts about her affect my daily life negatively, education, etc. I have never thought I'd be in a situation like this. Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, I have exams tomorrow. I didn't study anything. Heavy pressure on my mind. Feels like I'm alone and empty. Pray for me, in Jesus' name.