Anonymous
Beloved of All
Prayer because I am bullied real bad at my job. I heard something about chosen ones are not meant to work for other people and to start a business. I'm not the only one who has experienced this. That's not that easy when you have to pay bills and starting a business is not always that easy. I feel like my body is giving me signs to leave. Every day I come here I am shaking, crying, and having a meltdown. I work in a mall in a retail store. I get bullied by the customers EVERY DAY. They don't bother anyone else but me. Also, if I offer to help them they either give me a dirty look, sigh loudly, or say no but if someone else asks them if they need help after I did they say yes and are nice. I am a ### woman and I deal with the racism from the customers. Today I am at my breaking point ready to have a meltdown. I wonder if this means I am supposed to find another job but how if this is probably like my 10th job and every one of them I was bullied. I don't let people run me away; it's just like the enemy sets me up and uses all these places. That's why I want to be self-employed or at least not work around people. Plus this mall is dangerous; so many thefts and someone smoking next door in a perfume place which could cause an explosion. Every day my life is unprotected here and the people are so evil.
