Ifeanyi, sometimes God closes one door to open another. Maybe your plans for your life and God's plans for your life are two different things. He created you for a purpose. Evidently the dream company wasn't His purpose. Pray to God with ALL your heart. Tell Him everything that you feel and ask Him to open the doors that no man can shut for His purpose for your life. Ask Him to become really REAL to you that you can stand on His Word that He "will never leave you, nor forsake you". Study His Word and pray about everything. Lord, I ask that You will become real in ifeanyi's life. That You who knew us before we were created in the womb will show Him what Your purpose is for his life. And, Lord I pray that You will lift this spirit of depression away from him and renew the RIGHT spirit within him. Give him hope and a future. In the mighty Name of Jesus I pray with thanksgiving. Amen.